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Awareness of unworthiness

an excerpt from Live Beautifully:  A Book to Sit With, by Doris Wedige


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Reflections on a shift...
Something is shifting inside of me.  I seem to be doing things from a different place.  It’s not that what I’m doing has changed, but the power of origin is changing.  I seem to be living from a place of Powerful Love, instead of a place of victimization.
I started to be aware of how I see myself as a victim in certain situations.  Like the petals of an opening flower the many aspects of my life where I have played the part of the victim are slowly revealing themselves to me.  My relationship in my birth family, victim; my relationship with my own family, victim; my relationship with the world as a woman, victim; my relationship with our health care system, victim.
It’s a beautiful thing to see yourself for how you are.  In the seeing it with eyes that are nonjudgmental, a shift occurs.  It’s like once you see it without naming it good or bad, right or wrong; there is no going back.  The change has begun.
I see myself clearly.  I accept myself.  Now I will choose over and over to return to my birthplace of Love and Power.  I no longer wish to dwell in the hell that I have created that is a place of fear and victimization.    And when I do repeat my patterns of being a victim, when I replay the old stories in my head of the times that I believe I have been wronged, I will stop and see with Compassionate eyes.  And then, once again, let it fall away.
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I intend to be aware of fears of being victimized.    
Journaling for Transformation - unworthiness