Relationships & Associations

12/9/21. Relationships seem to be my current focus on my Journey of Transformation. I am seeking new awareness of the old patterns and beliefs that get played out in my relationships & associations.   Slowly & steadily I am becoming aware of unhealthy connections that are draining & depleting my Energies.  I see that I have longed to belong & thus have been willing to compromise my Integrity.    Beliefs in obligations have kept me stuck in disease & dysfunction.  My grandpa used to say 'no more monkey business' when we misbehaved as children.  My grandparents didn't allow lower realm behaviors in their home.

"No more monkey business!"

I choose to have dominion in my home & life.  (Dominion - supreme authority, sovereignty.)   I choose to see clearly all relationship patterns of compromising my integrity, people pleasing, victimization, narcissism, manipulation, control... I choose the freedom to live in relationships & associations of honor, respect, kindness & cooperation.   I hope you will join me. 
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The following reflections in Live Beautifully:  A Book to Sit With, Inspiration & Guidance for the Journey are related to relationships.

Reflections on a shift...  p. 100
​Reflections on a bad dream...  p. 115
Reflections on the power to choose...  p. 121
Reflections on making upper realm choices...  p. 152
Reflections on my inner conflicts...  p. 159
Reflections on poison...  p. 169
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I am finding the book What Happened to You? Conversations on Trauma, Resilience, and Healing by Bruce D. Perry, M.D., Ph.D. and Oprah Winfrey to be very beneficial as I navigate this leg of my journey of transformation.