For the last couple weeks I've felt a big energetic layer of 'ick' that has been flared. There has been pain, fatigue, sore throat, and a loss of my normal amount of Connection.
It's been odd. As I climbed to a new level of awareness and raised vibrationally from the new clearer thought patterns, the new heights brought on the low experience of all that I energetically carried that couldn't take the new altitude.
And so I've experienced a time period of what seems like a loss of progress.
It's like I dig a little deeper to uncover new truth and the water gets all mucky. One must go through the process of purification to regain clarity.
I like the times of clarity. Life feels good. But it never seems to last too long before I feel the push to climb to a new height or dig a little deeper, to expand my awareness and then apply it to Life. This Journey is an on-going transformation. Sometimes I get tired of it all and I just want to set up camp and be comfortable where I am. When I do that Life seems to take over and create a storm of disruption that blows out the tent stakes and turns everything topsy turvy and I'm forced to change and grow.
It's been odd. As I climbed to a new level of awareness and raised vibrationally from the new clearer thought patterns, the new heights brought on the low experience of all that I energetically carried that couldn't take the new altitude.
And so I've experienced a time period of what seems like a loss of progress.
It's like I dig a little deeper to uncover new truth and the water gets all mucky. One must go through the process of purification to regain clarity.
I like the times of clarity. Life feels good. But it never seems to last too long before I feel the push to climb to a new height or dig a little deeper, to expand my awareness and then apply it to Life. This Journey is an on-going transformation. Sometimes I get tired of it all and I just want to set up camp and be comfortable where I am. When I do that Life seems to take over and create a storm of disruption that blows out the tent stakes and turns everything topsy turvy and I'm forced to change and grow.